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.Monday, September 03, 2007 ' 8:14 PM Y
Charlene!

ii seriously dont know wad is life all about at this moment..
ii am currently.. so called lost.
every single thing that ii wan to do..
they just give me a direct no.. or they will allow,
but they are not happy at all!! and that day..
will just be spoilt!
ii hate this!
ii just dont understand why?!
ii seriously have enough of all this type of nonsense!
they often tell me to work hard.. and
holidays they will let me do wadever ii wan..
but it is all just... BULLSHIT!
ii dont understand why my life will be like that
it just like a pile of shit!
it totally sucks!
but thank God ii have God in my life
He holds me tightly in His hand..
but hopefully ii wont slip off
by all this kind of nonsense!

its just totally NONSENSICAL!!
ii seriously cant take it anymore..
there are many times when ii felt like..
cutting or killing myself..
ii dont know why..
ii dont wan to have this type of feeling every week..
its sucky!

God.. thank You for holding me in Your hands so tightly..
hold me tighter Lord..
dont let me slip off..
ii wan to be with You forever
till the end of my life..







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HEIDIhoCHARLENEJOYCE!!
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